Flash...

haHaa guess wad book did i buy today at kinokuniya?!?!??!!

"Visual QuickProject to Creating a Web Site with Flash 8"

HahaHaahA OMGGGG!!! but its a pretty ez book to follow though.. and i think it would be good for my IHP project... march has ended... i think its really time to start doin my project.... haix... STRESS.... think i might flunk this... help!!! T_T

sudden emotions...

sometimes i wonder y ppl feel emotional at times when things are going great for them.. just this small tingling feeling inside ur heart... where u cant explain its reason for the cause of this emotions.... emotional insecurity? maybe... i wonder....

well thats the unexplainable feelin that im feelin rite now..

maybe its cause i take senseless passing by comments personnally without knowing y?.. i dunno.... wads wrong?... argh.... wad the heck am i whinning about... sigh* think i should maybe change the title of this blog entry to Doug's whinning over nonsense..

gonna slp now.. nitez..

hmmm..

Had my first day of work on wed... went there at 11am and had a briefing for about an hour.. slacked abit, ate some lunch then we started work around 12.30 - 6pm and earned about $55 haha not too bad eh =)

BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT STUPID PINK COLORED POLO TEE GUY!! (heard that he is gay) made me wait there like a idiot for nutting.... cause i was supposed to do the project at nite shift too... waited for the briefing for the 2nd project at 6 till 7.30... then he came over and say.. oh~ no more for today... u can go back already.... GRrRr324#!%#

but anywayz... the earnings was not too bad so its ok~ =)

gonna go for my 3rd dance class soon!!! (hiphop) haha cant wait lolx!!! think im starting to get the hang of it now =) just that i hafta admit that the warm up is rather hard to catch lolxxxxxx

kk g2g~!!! cIAOzzZ!!!

great day!

hmm gonna start my first day of work tml!!!! ar 11am... gonna meet Duane before going to the workplace.. (which i dun even know where) ahaha.. its a telemarketing thingy.... where we do on phone surveys at the office.. seems like its paying ppl quite well for it so... hope i managed to cope with it! =)

today is SooOOoO SPECIAL!!! me and Baobei today cooked dinner ourselves haAHa "xin fu" ~~



looks good? tastes great as well!!!!! hahaHA wonder if this is considered "jia chang bian fan" lolx ... but well... the main thing was the process of whipping up all this dishes with Baobei =) (incase u dunno who tat is... baobei = mich)

love ya lotz baobei!!!! =)

earlier today i said that i would post the screen shots of my dota game today rite?! here u go~~



haHAaa well... all i can say is that.. today.. is a veryyy vERYyy special day for me!

3T08 blog?!

aHAa was in school today for in-house project and noticed that Ron created a "Webbie" for our class (in blog form) lolx..... seriously... quite ugly HAhahAHA u nid more work on it dude lolXXxx!!!!!!!!!

Had a game of DOTA today in class (as usual).... and we WON!!! AT LAST!! OMG!!! have been on a losing streak lately.... might post the screen shot up later today =)

and well... now... its to working on my IHP....

OMG!

OMG.. just had a game of warcraft3 with Eames... was about to slp when i suddenly had this one thought..... IHP (In-House Project) !!!!!

I seriously think tat im sooo sooooo darn screwed this time.... i mean think about it... its already march 20th... and our project dateline is at end of may??? meaning... 2mths and 10days more kinda thing to complete the darn project?!? which i havnt even started crap on??.... im doomed... so dead... so pawned...

how how how how how.... i know tat i haf myself to blame for slacking my ass off but... ouch~.. this sad truth really hurts...

im... damn.......

slpless...

cant seem to get to slp...
each time i close my eyes.. my heart feels so heavy... so heavy...
sorry...

knowing your feelings for me yet i didnt reciprocate it with the equal amount of love which u shld have been given... all i know is to say... but yet fail to show it with my actions...

u have been givin me time and chances over and over again in wishing that i would learn of this... and to eventually grow in knowing how to treat u and this r/s better... thank you... yet... sorry again.. cause... im still not able to do so...

am i taking this all for granted? that all this which is seemingly so good so far infront of my eyes that i feel nothing would possibly go wrong and hence just take things as the way it is? sorry... i didnt think deep enuff... just too insensitive....

but u know... i really do wanna cherish and give u all the love which i can give to u...

dont know how? maybe....
wrong form of expression? maybe........
overly confident? maybe......

feeling lousy... very lousy.... very very low....

but thanks for letting me know of this (after finally trying ways and means to get it out from ur mouth) of all this faults of mine... dun keep them to urself k?... i dun wan u to suppress ur feelings because of me.... by knowing wad ive been doing... and wad i shld haf but didnt do... i will learn and improve....... cause... i really wan our r/s to grow and nurture... really wan it to go on and on....

sorry.... i really dunno how to relate and express this feeling in me right now... it is so strong... so deep tat i cant express them with words... just... sorry....

having the gal whom i so much so wanna give her everything that i could... to feel this way... ..... .....

sorry...
love u lots... i really do....

thank you for still believeing in me... thank you for still loving me..... thank you for all that u haf done for me.... ur caring-ness... ur self-sacrifices for me... u being sensitive towards my feelings, thoughts and well-being.... i have so much to thank and be appreciated for.... yet i.... havnt once repaid them to u by showing that equal amount of love which u have bestowed upon me....

i WILL grow up.... i WILL mature fast..... because i dun wish to lose u.... sorry....

sorry...

sorry...

Pachelbel Canon

Yo~~ For all u Pachelbel Canon Lovers out there... Check THIS OUT!

HahahaHa Insane?? lOLxx cool Rock Version of the tradition classical style of Pachelbel Canon eh =)

Currently dam bored in school.. zzZZz feel cheated coming to school for nuttin.. cause its an own time own target kinda thing... nuttin much to do YET theres actually alot to be done...

well then.. gotta get back to my work* =X ciao~

BAPE OUTING!

omg.... this is NUTZ!!! CHECK THIS OUT



hAHaa a total BAPE outting!! 4 of us lolx just today (13th March) were crusing around orchard area in our gears of BAPE haHAaaha! wasnt there in the beginning when they started crusing at far east.. heard tat it attracted quite an attention though~

*****
if im not wrong it should be as follows:-
(from left to right)
BAPE Red Camo Tee: $350
BAPE Purple Camo Long Sleeve BLING Tee (with diamonds): $450
Olive Camo Cap: $179 + Baby Milo Tee: $150?
BAPE Multi Camo Faded Sweat: $399
and~ the red and purple camo guys each are wearing Chomper shoes at $400 per pair...
*****

...... G O D L I K E........

seriously... it was kinda fierce.... but well.. everything is cool =)

played acouple of DOTA games today! er... not too bad too haha

Usar Warrior:


Venomancer:



Went to leftfoot and tried getting a job there today! hopefully i get it hahaha~ ciaoz~

Food For Thought!

Thought no.1
Maturity~

Maturity is something which can be measured against the unit of age. A person only becomes matured when he/she undergoes a trial/lesson and absorbs the underlaying meaning to that certian lesson, then will she grow and mature.

Thought no.2
Fate and Destiny~

Fate and Destiny (yuan fen) is like sticking a needle onto the earth's surface. When the heavens begin to pour grains of rice onto the earth's surface, what is the probability that a single grain would be stuck onto that needle?

Ans: the same probability as 2 person getting to meet each another on this planet earth.

Thought no.3
Fears and Barriers~

Sometimes people think alot before they act, which is good! But... too many atimes this becomes a barrier/fear which the person creates for he himself to move on forward. Too many what ifs creates delusions.



hmmm seroiusly got no idea y i post this... but... its just a food for thought by me so... just maybe some comments on what i feel about stuff~ ciaoz~

Jobless people on the rise!!

sigh*.. have been trying to find a job lately.. so far i signed up for 2 job agencies and called up to a sales retail advert. which i saw in the news paper... but still no avail. sigh*.. guess i hafta wait till i get a notice.. gonna buy the straits times tomorrow though as said by Dylan that on Saturdays there would be more Ads. available for job hunting.. hopefully so~

just yesterday while walking down to the MRT to go to school i saw THIS!



awww cool!! haHAaaha exactly the same car as in Initial D!!! Toyota TRUENO AE86!!

upon reaching school i straightaway went to check out my dream car... BUT! ITS SOLD!!!!!!!!! used to have it on SgCarMart.. but now ITS GONE~~ my Mazda RX-7... haix..



well... this picture of the RX-7 is modified.. as can be seen by the doors... but still awwwww... just a dream... T_T~

well then.. my dance class is gonna start soon!!!! wonder how will it turn out lolx

You Got Served~

this friday is gonna be my first day of HipHop class!!! cant wait....

watched this cool show call "You Got Served" omggg the dance inside is... like.. er... godlike?! hahaHA well... its been long since i last tried hiphop.. kinda scared that when i go for class this friday.. i would move like a stick man...

dance.. music... both are passions of mine.. hope i can do something about them with this minimal talent in me... sigh*

gonna have IHP again later... zz dunno do wad this time.. yst already played dota soooo many times in class... can vomit liao lolxxx hope i get to start my IHP somehow... still slacking arnd..~~

but well... DANCE THIS FRIDAY! cant WAIT! and hopefully mich can come too~...

*yawnz* its late..~ ciaoz~.....

steamboat and KTV!

haha had lots of happening stuff today!

meet up with out fellow classmates for steamboat at bugis area near "Pek Sia Street" (think its spelt this way...) a restaurent called "Parklane Deli *something*" lolxxxx the food there was GREAT!! ate till we were like all totally maxed out~

the lady boss so totally cool too! hahaaha from her tone, expression and the way she treats us.... i would say tat she has been around in this "Jiang Hu" for many years hahaha shes a heroine kinda figuare man~ gave us discounts... that kinda smack the chest and say that nothing is a problem~ we need wad they would be able to provide what we needed hahaha

***
Park Deli Food Centre (i think its like that.. the first 2 words are confirm correct =X)

$13.80 nett per head!!
Food = Free Flow!
Drinks = $2 per drink!
***

rating = 8.5/10 !!! reason for the deduction of 1.5 marks is due to the drinks.. kindaaaa steep hmmm....


After that we went over to partyworld for KTV!!! but.... Ron.... couldnt make it~ due to some factors.. haix...... ..... ... ..... ..... well... cant say tat he exactly flew our aeroplane =X but.. wasted.....

sang for abit... then most of them all KO~~ knock out~~ BUT!! the cool thing was!! DAN SUNG!!!!!!!!!!! WOooohhooOoooOoOOOooo being able to hear him sing was seroiusly worth it hahahaHAa at LAStTTt!! but.... Dylan... sigh*... maybe next time ba~~ =) and DaJun... u seroiusly was a cool sport but... just tat u cant read chinese hahahaHA but it was fun though lolxxx hearing u sing several lines of chinese pop songs =)

hmmmm today onwards ppl in IP... shall go onto they IP life... ppl like us... shall go onto our slack IHP life.... zzz dun think we would be able to meet up like this anymore... today was a great meetup though =)

best to all ya endeavours!!!!!!!! stay cool and funky guys!!!!!!!

DANCE DANCE DANCE

wohoooo gonna learn dance next WKK!!! hahaha gonna enroll into DanceArts =) with my friends and hopefully... mich too =)

this is one of the motivation!!! although its break dance but still ... COOL!! wanna learn popping too lolxxx so many things i wanna learn and do~~ well then... ive gotta buy my stuff for dance first.. need some appropriate wear =)

motivational clip*


enJOY!!!

Liberty and Freedom!!!!

HOhohoHOho WE ARE LIBERATED AT LAST!!!! exams no more! slpless & stressful nitez no more!!

These few days.. having been slping very well due to the papers... although i wont say tat ive done well for most of them but... im just glad that its.... O-V-E-R ~!! But well... gonna start In-House Project soon... but its ok~ got lotsa fellow friends in it together =) so not too bad~ starting sch term again next tues.. (fast eh... zzz) but well.. its only gonna be twice a wk kinda thing so its gonna be a great sem for us? =)

Right after the exams mich and I went for a movie with my friends.. "Final Destination 3" well.. I would say that its a movie which.. aint very right to watch just right after ur exams -.-~~ i mean... who the heck in the right mind would wanna watch a movie showing the different ways a person could possibly die after gaining ur first moments of liberation.... well.. the movie was practically about how u can actually die in... verryyyy vERryy "kua zhang" methods lolx.. story plot wise... hmm... i would say its so-so cause ya... basically u r just waiting to see how the next one dies lolxx



Well... anywayz... its time to look for a job... thinking of ways to do so.... newspaper??? nah... doubt they give good jobs lolx maybe... recruit express? haha

Oh!!!! and im gonna start my first hiphop dance lesson next wk!!!! haHaa its gonna be a fun and fulfilling sem for me =)

FINAL SHOWDOWN

woooohooooooooo!!! after tml! after TML!!! im FREEEEeeeEee

haha tml is gonna be the last paper for most of us! BUT... it is also the hardest of the 4... sigh.... no mood to study.. have been losing slp for the past 3 papers.. right now... no mood... no strength left for the last paper = WIRELESS TECH~

have been craving to play Dota recently lolxXx!! played just 1-2 games with Eames yesterday night though before our paper hahaha couldnt take it anymore =X and... I CAN FINALLY CREATE GAME!!

dope dope dope dope dope dopeeeeeeee ahahaahHAaha immediately got my friend's help (sliber) on getting the banlist and other useful programs for being a host on Wc3 =)

haix all this talk about games... makes me wanna play again zzzzzz.... well then... finish the last paper and tats it! no more slpless nites!! no more worrying about the paper tml!! AND!!! looking forward to IHP (in-house project) life!!! hhaAHAa 2days a week of sch?? dopeeee~~

CANT WAIT!

bad bad bad....

just finished my semis.... did REAL BAD... basically, i forgot lyrics for about half the song zzzzz.

starting of the song i did pretty well with the verse i would say, BUT! as i approached the first chorus, ALL IS WELL!!! BUTTTTT HERE COMESS!!! the 2nd chorus screwed up like hell!!! then i wanted to try and make a comeback with the remaining verses and chorus but... the more i try, the more it screws up....

now.. im back home. Didnt actually wait for the whole competition to end before coming back, NOT that i couldnt be bothered but.. cause i think its better if i come back home to study instead....

so well... i think tats the end of my competition and now.. its time to hit the books for the remaining papers!

time to EAT ALL THE STUFF IN MY WISHLIST WAHAHAHAHA

Day of SEMI FINALS!!!

well now... its gonna start soon! in aprox.. 2hrs time!??!?! feelings now... blur.... tired.... hungry....

condition now is... 'bad'..... am i able to really properly sing later??? unsure... havnt tried... dare not try... tried speaking in a louder volume today and already i can feel some strains... ha...

like i promised to that 'special someone' i will do my best to not haf regrets for todays competition^^

well then.... im off to go get some medication be4 the competition~~~