Lost my way home (yet again....)

Yep.. as the title of of post explains.... ive lost my way home again! =) sigh.... im a lousy 'lu chi'....

While drivin to my friend's place at Jurong to collect my tennis rackets... i missed the exit at the highway!!! aRHGhgGHgh!!! i already anticipated it loR! just that got this stupid car driving beside me... blocking my way.. i intended to slow down to let it go first then i cut in from behind him... BUT HE WAS DRIVING LIKE A 'WU GUI!'.... omg.... then couldnt help it but to miss the exit....

I had to make a really big detour at balestier... then going to whitney road and comtinuing my journey to Jurong lor.... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz crappy car like moves like a snail...

After that.. on the way home..... i lost my way again... reason being... i tot that i shld turn out to BKE then to SLE then to yishun..... but NOOOOOOOOOOooooooooo.... after turning out of BKE i saw the turn left to KJE + Pie(Tuas) or... go straight to.... JOHOR!!!!! OMG!!..... of course i had to make the turn ma... if not go johor liao... zzzz....

turn here turn there.... ended up at Seng Siong Supermarket... then back to clementi again.... (back to square one..) from there on.. i remembered my painful mistake and did not turn out to BKE liao... just went straight all the way to Ang Mo Kio CTE and found my way HOmeeeee!!!!

it was a long journey.... driving at a comfortable speed crusing along the roads of Singapore (although that is so NOT wad i intended for...) kinda hoped that baobei was wif me at that time... it would make the whole journey alot more pleasent.. and it would be pretty nice to haf a spin arnd Singapore with baobei too! =)

Too bad... i was alone.... quite sad.......... zzzzzzzz

think i hafta learn the roads from my mum liao... if can.... when me and my mum is free... she is probably gonna guide me on how to travel to different places in Singapore liao... hahhaa cant help it... i hafta try improve on my 'lu chi-ness' haha

hopefully i will improve ba....

school work with baobei

heeeee finally managed to do sch work with baobei! =)

still cant help but feel tat baobei is not yet ok with my way of discussion... but at least we haf a start!!! =) at least its something... and from here on we can work something out together!

baobei... be tolerant wif me k? i will improve de!

Not as easy as i thought..

Nutting worked out... baobei is beside me right now and we are doing our work... but ya... no conversations... no words.... no talking... nutting...... everything was so ok untill work started.... i still didnt manage to get baobei to talk to me on work stuff....

im just my useless self.... yet again....

still tot we can strive together and work hard.... zzz i guess impossible?... i really am useless eh... cant even work properly with baobei... if it was just someone else.. i wont even haf cared... or it wont even bother me one bit... but this time its baobei.... between me and her... we cant even talk about our work stuff.. how sad... cant blame her or anyone though.. its my fault from the very start....

even an asshole called allan could help her with her work during her intership over at OM... zzzz i cant even do crap....

feeling dam useless now.... i think.. probably... im just insignificant ... maybe...

Nutting but trouble..

Recently i seem to be doing even more stupid things... things that would anger the ppl arnd me... and especially... baobei......

Right now.. theres quite afew things which i nid to do. stuff like learning how to be more of a team player.. stuff like gaining more knowledge on subjects that would help me in the future.... stuff like getting into the good books of baobei's parents/family....

its kinda weird.. but im pretty nervous right now.. baobei is gonna come over my place to study wif me in a while... pretty scared that i might say something wrong or do something stupid again to make her upset.. realised that i havnt been a tactful person when it comes to work...

really hope that everything will go on fine.. and that we will be able to work together harmoniously...

just a few nites ago.. i asked my friend mark about 'future' stuff.... things like future plans... future jobs... financially how to get by... cause i was rather clouded by many things... cannot really see and think straight.... but well.. he said something that made pretty much sense and also to make me stop thinking off track...

He told me to gain knowledge first...... then with all this knowledge i will then be able to find a path... and do something.....

rather then keep thinking w/o knowledge... wont get me anywhere..

who doesnt wan his/her life to be smooth sailing? ha... i do! tts y... alot of hard work has to be put in... in order to obtain a better life in the future!

hari raya!

morning!! =) just kinda woke up.. abit late eh lolx

yesterday during my 'PI' (professional issues) module in sch.. the teacher said something pretty meaningful..

"We are what we do.... We are what we think...."

this is one of the answer to the questions when some ppl ask: "who am i? why am i existing? what is my purpose of living?" (note.. theres no right or wrong answer.. its just an opinion.. a food for thought)

Some philosphers believed in this: "Existentialist" (hopefully i didnt type wrongly...)

this word means... we 'exist' first then comes the 'essence'... hence the word Existentialist...

explaination:
some ppl always ask themselves... y am i here..y am i born.. for wad purpose? for wad goal?.... in this term of Existentialist.. it means u exist.. u are born... u are here on earth first!.. then comes the essence of it... which is... u are wad u do with this life of urs.. and u are wad u think with this life of urs.....

sry if i left u reading and feeling blur... lolx.. its pretty hard to explain and describe in words sometimes....

however it is still pretty meaningful to me =) hope that if anyone reads this post would feel the same way too

omg..

its been... Aeons and centuries since ive last blogged!! hahaha.... i bet no one's updating on my blog anymore anywayz lolxxxx besides my baobei! thx! heeee

I was playin AuditionSEA untill my laptop suddenly auto shut down by itself 3 times!!! omg..... i think its due to me not turning my laptop off for 2-3days in a row?... was downloading anime.. Hajime no Ippo!! very vey nice anime on Boxing! =)

zz i think i better let my laptop rest for abit... lots of assignment is coming up soon... my laptop better not die on me.....

was wondering if i shld get myself a desktop next time after NS? considering the fact that i am quite a heavy user myself.. but it will cost me arnd 2.5k?? and on top of that.. my laptop would be redundant liao... well.. after NS would be rougly 2.5years later la.. so.. it's specs would probably also be faced out and become 'old school' as well....

or should i .... get myself an external HDD? to add on to my laptop's lousy memory space? and as well as a laptop cooler/fan? so that it will kinda be ok for me to turn it on for more nitez? and its pretty much cheaper too.. probably will just cost me $150 to get this 2 items...

so how?? any suggestions?

oh well.. i better get my tagboard up so tat u guys can even tag me.. lolx!